"Are you happy to repeat yourself?"
Incongruent stipulation. Yes, those are the words.
An uneven deal. An unfair deal. No capitulations, no concessions, no real agreement. you just want someone to, well, you get the idea. Ich bin ein Uberraschung. Ein Moglichkeit. I am your eternal footrest. Call on me and I am there. Every now and then the rug will be pulled out from under you and you will fall on your back. And when you get up, the world will be spinning. Have fun down there. I am I am I am. I am here, probably. My eyes will be sparsely rolled and my sweaters worn out. I am sortof...well, dead. My head aches, and my stomach is upset with me. Bitte, bitte. It's just, it's just so cold. I can't see nothing in here. Heh, I even.......I can't. Oh.
It's a new year, and I am wandering in a space so uneven and so uneven and so uneven in it's own time and ghosts wander through your rooms and when you are trying to get a bath or a shower, but I guess I stayed too long too. I stayed until the dark of my eyes grew and grwe until I was like a wampire looking through a microsopce. yerng. your young! enjoy him and leave me be! hahaha I'm just kidding with you gilr I think I really do love you in some sortof human human aniomal animal way don't worry everything will be fine in the end I got a coupel more years here and your younger than I am sortof, but just layoff the boys and make me special and then we'll be loving togethre tomroww.
If I only had a brain, heart, and the nerve. The ocean is near the shore. I think and I think in bed at night and in the morning where the flu keeps me grounded and in bed. I can't sleep no more, I can't wake no more, I can't wash at all my hair is sticking to the bed. The blanekts don't keep me warm anym,ore, I might have the fever. the Fever. abcdefghijklmnopqrtuvwxyz. 12345678910. We are in school, now! haha. hhaheehe. really really you're beautiful but stop loving how cute and how powerful you can be. i am yours just shut up! hahehhehee. i am yours. i got nothing else. unless you count my mean brother and the other people I live with. this song is too long. you are a sweet little tihn with pains and tribulations and trails and things in you brain, and I can walk them and help you fix them and fix them and make them go away. please just let me! let me.
I look for you in every hall, every sidwalk in every day. I look out the window like a puppy and its owner. I'm like a kid waiting for the bus home, a kid waiting for Micey Mouse to available for pictures, and then Mickey has a gun! I am Dwight D. Eisenhower with Hitler in my grasp, but he's a decoy! You are smoke, a ghost, my fist cannot close around you. You are too snide, evil, treacherous, out for my throat and for too many others. i am sorry i think this much about it, it must be my hormoens our something in the water you haave me. DRINK THE DRINK let's all just sit around and be smart kids and dnot too stupid and not too sexy and not too drinky. don't drink, be smart and love me in the face and not in the aoasmdkaomsdm. you know what I mean. actually noy ou don't tthat's the problem.
I was once a kid who wore hats for fun and looked idly in the sun. Like Mrs. Apple, I feel nothing. Sometimes I wonder if I can no longer look in the eyes of girls like you. deadly. A baby elephant sitting up, trumpets blaring. Every single night's a fight with my brain - Fiona. From here on in, you don't bite, sweetheart. Keep your teeth sheathed. ha I am a daredevil diving into your deep pit! you are a sweetener, dumb little thing to make things bright. but underneath lies a darkness so underneath and a klugung so smart and knavish conniving treacherous jealous zealousy. I am not free from you yet. We are not out of the tunnel yet. you're so funny. we've got cuffed hands. we're cuffed together. this ride is both your's and mine. I root for you.
I would put you in my coffee if you didn't have so many carcinogens.
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